i’ve realized… it’s time for me to move. this is a good time to do it.

i used to think about all that i would be leaving behind… and i realized that i don’t really value too much of it except for having my own room.

and i think to the future, to the possibility of living with matt and devon. and it makes me feel good about september.

i am going to take classes this summer. and i’m going to work my butt off. and i’m going to have a hell of a lot of fun.

tomorrow, i’m going to rock the socks off of my botany midterm.

right now, i’m going to think. sometimes i don’t do enough of it.

i have to admit… this has to be one of the worst weekends ever.

but i have to look on the bright side, at least my father is out of the hospital now, after four days.

but it’s confirmed, i have to find a new place. i want my own room… and i also want to live somewhere with matt.

i don’t need this right now. i really don’t.

tips on how not to piss ben off when you’re one of his roommates:

1) you know that the house carries noise better than a concert hall. you also know that fridays i decide to sleep in.
so, why the ‘ell do you sing at the top of your lungs OUTSIDE OF MY DOOR at 8 in the FREAKING MORNING!!!!?

2) (another roommate) you are off studying in germany this quarter, and right before you leave, you drop many hints to another one of my roommates that its a long shot, but we may not have our house next year. you decide that checking your email probably isn’t a high-priority right now, even though all of us are emailing you and freaking out about this.

i’d really prefer it if i would have known anytime BEFORE NOW!!! now, i’m having to look up houses for next year. I JUST FREAKING MOVED!!! AAAARRRGGH!


i started wondering today… what if everyone had to pay for radio? you know, like we do for cable tv…

then i remembered that most second or third graders are perfectly able to build amateur radios of their own. and it makes me think, i wonder how hard it is to build a cable box?